CAUGHT BETWEEN TWO WORLDS

I came into this world knowing I was from another. A force -  a power beyond this physical world.  What seems absurd to others was/is very much real for me.  In some ways it was foreseen like a haze, a recollection of what this place is, how it works, yet very remote, like walking into a place where people walked like zombies, unconscious to other worlds around them. A world where people had no clue to the purpose, the purpose behind such things – such things of this physical world.

It ran like a system, tight, dense, structured, mechanical, and worked like people were moving but not living – moving to a system, the beat of everyone else’s drum. It wasn’t a free energy, light or happy, and no peace filled the air – it was a life made up of walking in time of step by step instructions or an order of how things are done. It was a system of control and power, taught to us that it was imperative or the world and its people could not live in harmony or balance if it wasn’t structured this way, everything had a reason for why it had to be this way. Yet, no harmony or balance was created or lived by. Instead it was a life lived by the opposite, a life most lived from fear. 

I came from a world far greater in love, peace, pure ecstasy and I felt it to my core. I never saw anyone else around me feel or show this love. I walked between these worlds not knowing how to attach myself to one particular one, yet I was in a physical body living on earth, trying to attach to fit in this one, the world that felt so wrong for me. I was different and I knew it. I knew I had a greater power than my human body, beyond my physical vessel and I never once thought of myself as  “just a body” I always knew I was “Love” (soul) in a vessel, not the other way around. I knew I could feel, see and do things that others didn’t seem to be doing or feel that they had the capability to do so or understand. I connected in ways that made no sense to a human, but felt right for me. I was also connected to another travelling with me whose energy remained, from the other world.

It’s taken me many decades to find my way back to speaking my truth of this greater experience, my power, who I really am and what I’m doing here. A truth I hid for so long. A truth that people didn’t understand so in turn judged. I dishonoured myself – my soul - by hiding my truth as this authentic soul and integrating fully into a fake world, a system, and not remaining in truth of what I felt and was experiencing. Also to fit in with the “social system” to keep people happy and not subject myself to judgement. A system and masks I will no longer be a part of by way of pretending to be someone I’m not.

I walk now in my power, I walk in the knowing of whom I am and that love I’m here to expose bringing a far greater awareness to humanity and this earth, bringing a new paradigm of love.  A love like never before.

I came from another world – a world I will no longer hide. Forever more my loyalty remains to myself, my soul, my love, my divine light spirit and my higher purpose. Forever more it remains in TRUTH of who I truly am.

Much Love